Something about me...Jamie has asked that we be vulnerable...so here it goes!

I find it hard to trust anyone, male or female. I have been betrayed so many times and hurt that it is easier to shut people out or keep them at an arms distance to protect myself; however by doing this I am alone. But I feel that is the only way to protect myself because evey time I let my wall down again I am hurt or betrayed and this includes my family. I know many people but I would say they are aquintances and not friends. I find it hard to ask for help and will only do it when I am at my last resort.

There are few people that I admire or hold of value in my life, my son is one of those people and it is a short list.

I will try to add about myself in pieces because to be vulnerable is hard, at least for me.